beautiful people... WTF.

today after concert choir a couple of members and i had a stimulating conversation on the topic of beautiful people over lunch. i'm not going to lie. it was incredibly disconcerting. in boulder there are beautiful people. they are superhuman. they are beyond mere average beauty. they are active, intelligent, unique, cultured, rich, and have firm bodies on display for the average passerby in an afternoon jog. with the boulder axiom of such physical splendor as the norm, attractions are no longer contingent with hot vs. not so hot, and instead depend on moderate liberal, liberal, or marxist socialism party affiliations. even if they're not physically the most attractive, their interests, hobbies, and personalities makes up for far more. whatever floats the political candor boat. there is much diversity and selection, and it just so happens that with personality diversity there is an all encompassing reality of simply good looking people. greeley.... not so much. molly and i have discussed the classification of greeley beauty and that would be simply: sausage hot. however i was informed that apparantley girls in greeley would do very well in iowa. and i thought, who the fuck would live in iowa? brian and i discussed that if there are cool interesting people in greeley we don't know about it because they go to denver, or boulder in their free time. much like we do. like-minded people gravitate towards like-minded geographical places. on some level i realize that i live in the united states of america and that there are millions of people sharing the exact same mall-culture hick lifestyle that i am in greeley, but for some reason i cannot comprehend much culture in places other than new york, philadelphia, LA, boston, chicago, new orleans, portland!, and boulder. i cannot decide if this is naivity or sheer ignorance.

on that note i have noticed that i have only been attracted to very metrosexual or just homosexual men. i think this is a deep seeded desire to avoid hurt by pursuing the unattainable. my friend's new (and incredibly attractive) romantic interest commented that i was "fucking gorgeous". it is quite possibly the nicest thing a man has said about me in a long time. it is very unfortunate indeed that he is gay. such is the romance of my life right now.